your posts reminds me how strong this addiction is, it remind me why i lost 200K+ and a few years of my life. and why in the last 3 years and after starting my recovery i have relapsed 4 or 5 times. ( knowing all what i know about this addiction )
I am really wondering is there a moment that i could have stopped before i hit rock bottom “many times”: as many of us notice this rock bottom is not a fixed place but it is getting deeper each time. is it a mandatory to hit rock bottom before start your recovery process ( I don’t know, and I hope it is not).
I don’t know if you can stop now, i hope you can. read the other stories in this forum and keep reading to realize that you are not different we all the same, this may discourage you from gambling.
Finally is it really worth it? Please check the below link it may help you, it is worth watching:
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