[Callmecrazy]

Good job everyone on staying gamble free.!

I myself am struggling and gambling and losing my sanity, my money and my life.

I feel like I passed my point of no return and nothing else in my life is functioning. I’m tired of always being alone, strong and having no one to rely on. My horses are the only thing keeping me above water.

Tomorrow I will be commiting myself again to my recovery one day at a time.