If steev reads this please dont stop posting. I haven’t posted
much over past couple of weeks but I read every day. I need this site to maintain my recovery.
Well, not a lot to say except that I am Ok, diet ok, still on it and have lost 13 lbs in all, slow and steady. Just with no sugar, dairy free and low fat.
Was offered the job at work and accepted it, not sure if that was the right decision or not but have made it. Still spending quite a bit of pay on nice things and treatments. Have done the eyelashes which look natural and that’s fun having nice long lashes.
Went on a work away day yesterday, which was ok, boring in parts and good in parts. An ice breaking session had around 60 of us told to get in a line from the first to the last in order of when started in the nhs., even with breaks as I have had. Oh lord, I was right at the end by ten years, 43.5 years. That felt strange to be reminded of age. I was applauded but I felt s bit of an impostor as I have loads of breaks but I did start in 1976.
I think the worst thing this week was losing my mobile. It was handed in at Mac Donald’s where I had to rush to the loo, wouldn’t eat in there now. A colleague rang me and Mac Donald’s answered it. But 7 to ten days to unlock it so without a phone now.
Today I learned that my eldest son is in his biological fathers will. He sold his house recently for a million, so good to see that he will be ok one day, from the Iva he is going through right now. His step grandmother has also mentioned him in her will, she feels guilty for her sons bad treatment of my son when he was younger.
Aside from that tootling along and I am Ok.
I get the odd urge when bored which I hve been but can counter it quite easily.
