Hi Smartt sounds like you have hit rock bottom losing someone elses money and feeling suicidal . You have to be honest and tell your friend what you have done and tell them you will re pay it as soon as you can. I hope this is the start for a new life without gambling for you don’t leave it too late like i did and lose almost everything . Use the advice line on here or call samaritans if you must i have in the past , hope this helps 🙂
