HI,
you have made a great start by posting. I also gambled on the online slots and they have taken every cent and more from me. Debt, yep, that is a big thing, but your life is so much more than that. You will never get the money back, not through gambling. One of the best pieces of advice I have received here is to get a gambling site blocker on your computer, i use K9, but there are many others. You will need a password. I didn’t have anyone to set this up for me, so I cut letters from a paper, wrote them down in a jumbled order and used that. I then tore it up. It has saved me from gambling many a time.
