Geordie my friend, i have been meaning to catch up on here for so long but days all merge and before i know it weeks have passed but seeing your message has just motivated to stop what i am doing and log on as i cant let you go without an update
i am 155 days gamble free now, still funding my therapy work as i think it’s the key to not gambling, i even had a dream that i had been gambling only to wake up and of course realise that it wasn’t true, the relief i felt when i realised it was just a dream shows how far i have come.
i am so happy to hear that you are still winning the war, i think you will always have the strength and knowledge to make the right decisions, i know life hasn’t always been easy but that is the past and you are now the master of your destiny.
you helped me Geordie, you changed my path, who knows if i would still be throwing the “abstaining” and “recovery” crap around (only crap in reference to how i was on/off with it)
many people have helped me along the way on here but your harsh words prompted me into action and is why i am moving further and further away from the desires of gambling.
the therapy i attend weekly is crucial, again something i never thought i would be doing
good luck and thank you my friend
i will never forget you or your words of wisdom
enjoy your life man 😉