[izzi25]

Hey thanks for your message.

I felt like some of the stuff he said was really selfish but I had to bite my tounge because I was on the verge of losing him. He doesn’t understand how I relapsed, what my motivation is and that their is no little voice that lures you to cg and nothing I said helped him understand. He said that now I have to be watched for the rest of my life and his always going to wonder what I’m doing. I hope with time when he sees my progress he will begin to trust me again. 

We will be seeing each other over the weekend and discuss further. I wonder if he should speak to my counselor with him there maybe she can give him another perspective.