Hey Steev,
Your words are always so inspiring. You’re right, this period of sobriety has been really good to me. I could for the first time in years save some money and paid (and cancelled) the 2 credit cards I had (it was not much but still, they were always maxed out). I still owe a lot of money to the bank but thankfully the interest is low and i can pay it comfortably for the next years. I’ve also been thinking of doing the course I was going to start a few years ago (but didn’t because I gambled all the money away).
It’s incredible how long it takes a gambling addict to recover financially (not to write about the psychological recovery) but I’m glad to see I’m finally recovering at least financially.
I’ll move forward! I’m strong. About the meaningful connections I guess I have to like myself before others do. It’s hard though.
Thanks for your words Steev. Take care!
Regards,
Kolberg