2 April 2018 at 9:09 pm
#44056
Rayman10
Participant
hey sara, so when i was just starting to come to terms with everything i was driving home from work today and got cravings for a win again….. I went again today…Lost about 1000, my recovery process has been hijacked by lack of willpower to stop… i feel numb, detched from the world and i feel like im not even in control of myself anymore…. on top of everything i have a high pressured of job where i need to mantain focus and im just in shambles at the moment ….. im literlly shaking at this moment …. want the eath to swallow me up