Hey Maverick,
Well, Am still alive but my life really is a living hell. i stopped gambling but to tell you the truth, your problems are just starting even you stopped.unlike me, you still have a chance. yes, you used the Company’s money, you are about to closed shop, well,end it there & start over because i wished i’ve done the same. when my Company was getting in trouble due to gambling, i’ve taken loans & debts, even shark loans, i bid on projects with almost no income just to feed my addiction. in the end, it got the better of me. most of my problems comes from court cases, hiding in fear from shark loan thugs. as i said, i was a good person but gambling made me live like a crook. always in hiding, fear of being recognized, had to grow facial hairs & kept my hair long , afraid to go out & can’t find a good paying job. i’m working as a driver bodyguard for a friend right now, this is how i’m starting. my advise is don’t be neck deep in debt, it will be easier for you t start over. its easier to accept the fact you’ve thrown away your money in gambling, but throwing away other people’s money in gambling, they will not let you get away that easy. your problems are just starting but you still have the chance to get out now. hope this helps….