Hey Lilo,
first thing we have to do is stop the bleeding. How can you prevent yourself from spending bill money again? If you can stop the loss of money that should be going other places then eventually you will be able to pull yourself out. What kind of barriers can you put in place? Will you have money left off your cheque that should go for gas and food? Would your friend come with you while you put gas in your tank and do a quick order of groceries? We have to put effort into breaking the cycle. Counseling or GA? Please get some support. Counseling may help you work through your relationship issues. Hope you keep posting Lilo! Take care
