Your story sounds too similar to mine and every other compulsive gamblers on here. And I am here for you. Trust me i know sometimes it is hopeless and right now I am in your same shoes. Last Sunday my life was great again. Gamble free for over 2 months. Until I had free time Monday. Went to casino lost 3k. Called bank to increase limit to 6k. Lot 6 l. Drive back to bank to see teller , withdraw 4k. Go back to casino lose break even almost to down 1k for the day, wasn’t god enough, lose it all. 10k on the day, go back next day, -13k, chase that and today I sit down -18k in 4 trips. Maxed out line of credit, overdraft in cheqing. It hard for me to eat, sleep, go to work, and trust me when I tel
You
This story is because you are not a lone: we are all fighting the same battle. Trust me also every time you relapse will e worse. I never thought I could lose 18k in a couple of days. And feel numb. I went to GA two tomes this week. It helped me to see other stories, people age 50-60- I’m 29. They lost everything . Houses, cars, families, millions, businesses, didn’t get to see their kids grow , watched their businesses crumble. But most of all lost out most of their life to
This demon. People on here used to tell
Me it a bottomless pit, and I never knew why because evertime I gambled it was always my
Money and never credit, and I would always recoup
My losses. But now I see, it can get so bad. Please don’t let it get as bad as I did this week. I wish I could go back to when I was just down -4k. Now -18 with not a penny to my name and debt I’ll have to slowly
Pay. Please go to meetings. It’s hard: it’s emotional . But it will help if you want it to. I’m praying
For you, for myself and for all others on here. This is my day 3 gamble free. Let’s do this
