Hey vera..thanks for thinking of me…I have been on and off the wagon and jump in from time to time for inspiration and to see how everyone is doing..I did have a bad bout 3 weeks ago…did damage…financially of course but more than that I was feeling truly insane ..I do so believe that gambling changes the brain, and especially in the case of a cg…I feel better now overall but know I have to stay so careful..I am afraid to gamble and afraid not to gamble!! But this I know: gambling is such a lose lose situation: If I win, I want to go back and if I lose I feel so horrible and do such damage..so WHAT is the point?
I have been following your threads a bit..so are you retiring or what? I have decided to take early Social Security which I get in March and is actually more than I thought it would be based on my old earnings which used to be good..looking forward to maybe a little financial relief from that and maybe will not have to work so hard and can BREATHE!
I have to run..I often wonder about Mythea and… (Oh I forgot her user name- has been off about a month or so)..I don;t forget anyone even tho it may seem I am out of sight..Back with the boyfriend for now..
Gotta run Hugs and will be back
