I hear you loud and clear.
I had the urge today but came home instead.
some sayings keep rolling i my head.
“1 bet is to many yet 1000 is not enough”
This is an illiness that is progressive in nature.
I am never happy with $20 to bet with, I always need more and more.
“I have lots of bets left in me but the question is do I have even one more recovery?”
I don’t want to risk finding out.
bettie
