Hey Exhausted,
how are you today? I am worried that you may feel you can’t do anything to change your predicament. I thought of suicide often near the end of my severe struggle with gambling several years ago. I had a life insurance policy and thought I could fake an accident. It was the only worth I felt I had to my family. I’m glad I listened to the little voice that told me that wasn’t true. I hope you realize that it wouldn’t be the answer. Have you been in touch with your doctor recently? Does your school have a student advisory department that could provide you with some advice, financial or otherwise? Do you have a close family member or friend that you can trust and confide in? Please don’t go through this alone. I’m sorry you struggle with a will to live and chronic depression. Please don’t give up on finding an answer. One little step at a time.
Laura