Hey Eric I know the feeling of just wanting your money back every gambler knows that feeling and says that if I get even I will quit but we never ever quit even if you do get even. As far as betting sports goes it’s going to be hard to watch games at first because they seem boring as hell without action but that is because you don’t care about the game your just care about gambling. The best advice I can give is stop looking at the lines because that is always a trigger you will find a “good game” but guess what if you win you will look for another it’s a vicious cycle. I am a action gambler as well main game poker but I did bet sports for a long time as well. My friends dad is a bookie and he has been doing it for close to 30 years and he even said in all his time of doing it has met thousands of gamblers and anyone who thinks they have a edge or is handicapper always goes broke I asked him if he knew any long term winners and he said nope not in his book they all lose big eventually and that’s why I haven’t worked in 30 years. After hearing that it help me quit sports betting but I still played poker I just recently admitted I am CG and I can’t make bets because it doesn’t matter one bet leads to another no matter what the action of choice is.
Bet free is the way to be
Ps take that 10000 and pay debt if you have any or give it to a loved one you trust who you know doesn’t need money and when you find a better use for the money go retrieve it.