I tried to touch base with a few of you tonight before coming back to me. I love that we are all in this together and really respect the journey we share.
I had a few urges lately but fought through them with success.
I have worked hard on dept repayment and tried to find balance on work and play.
I have made it to 4 months and paid off 7000 in dept. I will be out of dept in a year 1/2 now and that is my challenge and motivation for now. I feel the urgency every day and it brings up gambling thoughts all the time. Its a continuous reminder of damage done. That leaves me a bit sad at times and its a double edge sword.
the constant reminder of how I got myself into this mess isn’t the easiest thing to deal with but I must if I am to succeed. One day at a time and many thoughts at a time!!!!FG
