Thank you for taking the time to read my post. I really appreciate it. If I can inspire you to stop and keep going, that is what the meaning of life is, to inspire , to motivate. To help make a change. Trust me I have had too many day 1s to c ount. That feeling of thinking you have beat it, to then tell your brain you will go gamble “smarter” and leave while you’re up… to then losing everything once again. It made me sick to my stomach and it makes me sick to my stomach to think about the financial and more so mental damage I had done and am still paying for now. However you need to think of that feeling of losing a montgs salary in a day.. the next time you have an urge to gamble. It is only when we forget that feeling that we think it’s ok to go back to gamble.. dont forget it. 10 years I battled on and off, 1 year was my worst from last sept. Lost everything. Never thought I could stop… only stopped when I literally had access to no more credit… keep going.. have you tried counseilling ? Or ga? I find those helped me and also staying busy.. working lots.. gym.. spend time with loved ones. The worst part of gambling is we miss out on a lot of life… and we can’t get that time back. You can stop and you can stay stopped. I know we all have it in us. Today is my 4 month and 5 day mark gamble free, I want to see you get there too and I know you can, blessings.
