[Rayman10]

well its been about seven days since my relapse, now ive just woken up from dreaming of playing roulette in the casino, slowly cravings are actually creeping into my thoughts and even my dreams and its a bit unsettling. im just trying to be patient and give it time . payday is comming at the end of the month and thats going to be start of restoring my savings. With that said the memories and guilt of the lost are at their high point right now because my mind is craving to go back and correct it…so i started doing productive things to better myself…ive taken up back my guitar…started back hitting the medical books for my post graduate program …and taking it one day at a time.. my ultimate goal is to never go back…how are you doing??