I read your post 3 times, FG. This is becoming a never ending nightmare. Hell on earth! WHY oh Why? is all I can say….
This thought came to me FG(we have a lot of similar gambling traits). Would you think your husband is being too soft/easy on you? I often think mine is with me. Maybe they are just withdrawing. Getting sick and tired of all the excuses , all the slips all the apologies, all the false promises, all the lies. Sometimes I think my husband has built his own barriers, to protect himself from my gambling.
Life is too short for this BS, FG. We are threading on thin ice now. You won’t believe the last day I gambled the woman I had met a long time ago and told you about -the woman who’s husband got sick of her carry on and DIDN’T give her any more chances arrived all dolled up and plonked herself at a machine beside me. I could tell by the way she played, that she was broke! I thought of you, FG. I thought of me!
Is this what we are waiting for?
