I just wanted to say I don’t think you are being ‘weird’. In fact, you have interpreted what may be going on in your last post. Also, many people need time alone – I think most of us human beings need separateness and togetherness with others in some sort of balance, but it is definitely not the same balance for each! Try not to think of yourself as strange – just see what you can learn from what is going on and how you can use it in your recovery. Getting to know the ‘real you’ might be part of that.
Best wishes,
Monique