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Hello Hopefulquitter! Hockey

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Hello Hopefulquitter! Hockey is my main sport but Bronco’s moneyline was the bet what got everything REALLY started.
3 to 1 odds. oh my. the cycle it has put me in.

It was a gold mine, well… a tunnel of something to say the least.

I’m watching the giants game at the moment, trying to get an edge on my next bet tomorrow if i’m still alive.
(I’m talking about my bankroll. not literally) I’m not suicidal, though I’ll feel worse than most depressed people
once the final straw has been pulled.
the shots keep getting stronger.

Great luck on your bet, I hope it pulls through! 2man on base atm , no outs. let’s see some runs ! I liked the giant’s today as well but i don’t like playing -1.5 on home teams and the moneyline juice was too high.

For the dreams, I use to always get them; it was only recently they’ve became nightmares. waking up in sweat, ugh.
I don’t have to explain it. you all probably have already read it a million times or know by experience.

Some background on me; I’m 23 I live with my parents (by choice) I have and could afford to move out
not at this exact moment for obvious reason but even when I could I chose to stay here, so I do have
food / place to stay. just no spending money anymore & money to pay back which as a young adult = no fun.
not to mention the other side effects it has done.

I really do want help. I also don’t want to be in debt. I also want kc royals to win tonight.

I need to focus.