Welcome to Gambling Therapy
I see you have done a couple of different posts on the forum, so I am replying to this one.
Hannar you have come to the right place there is lots of help and support avail here, with support groups where you can go in and chat to other problem/compulsive gamblers.
On the top of the page there is a support tab and that gives the group times, there is also a helpline that runs during the day time.
Right now you it sounds like you are desperate for help with your gambling problem, there is help, we all understand the compulsion to gamble if you can keep posting hannar it will help.
To stop gambling we need to take away the ability to gamble, ie cash, cards computer blocks if you gamble on line, could your husband help with that Hanna? When we have crossed the line to problem compulsive gambling it does not just go away Hannar, we need to do all we can to prevent the ability to gamble, it is a very crafty addiction.
We all understand here Hanna, keep posting.