Hello guys. Hope you’re all doing well. So I was able to go gambling free for about a week but I unfortunately relapsed last week. I discovered another online casino and was able to win back my losses of $1500 in one week. My account had risen from 13k back to $14.5k But you guessed right I didn’t walk away, kept gambling, lost about $3000 this Sunday, chased the loss and luckily won back my losses and was back to $14.5k. Come Monday, lost $4000. I had decided to quit by Monday, deleted my online gambling accounts and my browser history, but relapsed in less than a day. I won $3000 back and my account was now $13.5k not that bad compared to tje $10.5k I was the previous day. I considered myself extremely lucky as I was able to win back a huge amount tnat most gamblers weren’t able to. I told myself I had to quit but no I didn’t. I kept on gambling, won an extra $500 only to lose it all the $500 back after just one hour. I lost another $900, $1200 and 1500 and lost them chasing the $500 loss. I had reached maximum amount withdrawal from my bank. I waited for midnight, lost another $2000. I feel extremely devastated and disappointed with myself. I have been beating myself up for the last few hours as to why I coud let it get to this worse. I have lost more than a half of my years savings in just one day. My leave is ending next week BTW and my work is a very challenging one where you literally reap what you sow but I recently I seemed to have lost the value of money, putting huge bets more than my salary on a table game. Thankfully I still have around $7800 left to my name and I have no debt but I will need about more than 4 months to recover what I just squandered today. Gambling isn’t life
