Hello anon ,
First of all i am really happy for you , because @ such a young age
You realized you needed help I appretiate you for that . You would think The time and money you lost is really huge but if you ask me 1000’s of ppl in this forum would expect to be in your age and realized they needed help at this stage .
Do remember past is always like a rare view mirror future is like a winshield . By now you know what i meant look what is infront of you not what you passed . . Letting it go is the best thing you could do in your life rather spoiling your amazing future .
Today its only 10$$ but if we dont stop it it will be a-million in few years i am sure because you have an amazing future ahead and you will really make that money if you focus on your career .
I chased 1000$ and gave 100k in 3 years i never realize i make this kind of money untill i lost everything .
If you let go your losses you wouldnt need any blocking systems . Think about this the more you think about your losses to more you relaps . Just let it go brother . Do remember suffering is a gift and very personal once you heal you will have immence strength to make things better in your future .
Dont think you have an addiction or any problem you are just despirate to recoup your losses . Just dont think about them you dont need any systems to block .
Good luck brother .