Yes, I hope so. Try to make it your absolute prime motivation to be gambling free. But also try to think about other things – you started gambling very young, but I wonder what other things interested you in life? What would you enjoy doing? Can you get involved in something that takes your mind elsewhere?
I hope you get your place in rehab soon too – I think you are waiting for that?
Anyway, hold on and believe for better things, take action for better things.
Monique