I have not decided:). The thing with us, is that we divorced a few years back. Although we always breakup and get back together, I don’t feel so sure that it will workout that way this time around. Nothing scares me more than the fear of losing him forever. I miss him so much, however, in his texts he told me I should be moving on and forget about any loose ends that we may have. I don’t know if I could do this. I want to be strong but I feel like I don’t know any better. I met him when I was 20yrs old am now 34 and can’t seem to move on. He is also 14yrs older than I am. I am afraid he won’t change.
I know it takes time but I am so impatient, all I want to do is be with him and make sure that he is okay. I am so confused, one minute I want to forget about him the next am worried that I could never move past this.
