Hi there
I just want to say well done on your gamble free time and well done on getting here. Your situation sounds stressful and it will be but also know that things change too and as time goes on gamble free it will get easier to manage. Life doestn turn rose coloured when not gambling its real, but its easier to deal with without the madness going on and the destruction. You’ve stopped the loss now, you wont make it any worse, it will gradually get better. Do all you can, keep blocking software in place and attending your meetings. You can do this.. well done
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