Ah thanks maverick always good to hear from you.
Today was good daughter got an early appt to see a neorololgist on the 22nd instead of 15 months ,nice break.hopefully between him and her cardiologist we will have an answer soon.
And then today sister was just leaving early ? she had a 4 pm apt in vancouver,she said oh im going early ,im thinking what it is only noon,then she said going to bank to see if i got my overdraft,my heart sank,i knew then and there where she was going.I sure hope it was a wee little overdraft.
So now im home from work it is like 1130 pm? sisters still up,i said anything wrong? She says no ,but then i knew where she went again after her apt,Cause i had called h ome from work and asked son if she was home at about 830 ,he said no,hmm i thought oh maybe not comming home then okay.
But to see her awake when i got home ,I just know she blew all her overdraft gambling ,im so angry ,im so not looking forwards to her saying to her son no i cant i have to pay my overdraft.
She has no idea how bad she just made things for herself.
Viscous cycle she will be trapped in.
She will act like it is none of my business and that irratates me cause if we just joined together to beat the addiction i think we could.
Tommorrow is my payday so will be a very hard day for me,urges and foul foul moods,emotions all over the place,yah call it a temper tantrum maybe even ,but they are real ,and i go through them every payday.
Oh well she better duck tomorrow is all i can say lol.
Night all ,i know i can do this .have to.Dont want this years christmas mixed up in anyway with my gambling .Had to many of them already.
