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Hanging in there. Feeling a

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finding_laura
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Hanging in there. Feeling a bit blue. But I guess that is to be expected when you are in that stage of healing where you aren’t well enough to do anything but not sick enough to just stay comatose and heal. I made it out for my five minute walk. It nearly takes me that long to get ready!

I was feeling guilty and upset that I hurt a friend(s) here with an insensitive post. I will own it. Thankfully she accepts that i didn’t mean any harm but I worry that I may have made it more difficult to trust. xo thankyou for your forgiveness.

So I’m off to read and do some “light” posting. Until I’m narcotic free i don’t trust my brain to translate feelings into words.

On the gambling front I cant say a flashing advert on my tablet or phone hasn’t raised my little gambling devil’s head in interest. I picture the little bastard sitting on my shoulder. Asleep at the moment. I will not start illegal online gambling. That would be crazy now wouldn’t it? Little devil opens one eye at the thought. Go back to sleep you little menace!

Have a gamble free day,
Laura