Hang in there, you’re doing great. Gambling is a behaviour problem and it really does start in the mind. I had really dark days at first. It took me ten days to even start my thread here. You just need to turn your thoughts to every single positive thing you can at first. Make sure you put some plans in place for when you get paid. Talk it out and keep posting. Each day adds up and when you can look back on your posts they can help you keep from repeating those mistakes.
Think on good things. Things that aren’t money related. Take good physical care of yoursef. Eat and sleep and wash and clean. It helps take the sting out of the early depression. I had some very tearful days in the first few weeks. It is a part of the process.
you are on your way to a happier life!
