[RealQuiet]

Have gone through half the day without making a wager. Have the $5000 sitting in a wagering account waiting for action and I have not logged in to look at it. Avoiding watching sports today. Want to put an end to this. If I can make it through today, knowing there is money available to wager and some good games today, then I think it will help with my willpower in the future. Got to get through today. Halfway there (and living on a prayer).

I would take having any other addiction over a gambling problem. Being a compulsive gambling is just terrible.