Had a kind of productive day. Am working on ideas to get my work / business life restarted. The work I am doing now pays a few bills and could bring an “ok” life (if I dont gamble) but the job is rote without challenges or any kind of creativity. I need more.
My own challenge is how to start again from zero point which is where I am at. But at least it has filled my time researching the market so to speak. See how I could proceed. It has meant no gambling and allowed me to feel a bit better in myself. First time I have felt some hope in a long long time. I am now determined to overcome my addiction and will do everything in my power to cease ALL gambling. I am going to call this my day 1. As in my head I feel ready. Finally I have something to work towards which does not involved depositing my guts at a casino! onwards….