It was interesting and slightly emotional. I feel like I’ve been on a major emotional roller coaster over the past few weeks. The regret and guilt is still there but it’s not consuming me hour by hour. My moods are up and down throughout each day, but I do manage to find some positives. Positive note #1 from me and for anyone else who may be struggling and reads this… I am learning to appreciate things more through this battle. #2 when I overcome this, I will be a new person… (That’s a good thing, because I didn’t really like who I was before gambling and I don’t like who I am now). #3 I won’t live a lonely life in years to come because I will have learned to re-socialise with friends and family. There are many more positive notes to come. Infact I might start a new feed just for everyone to put positive notes/messages. Any opinions??
