Gutted that you relapsed mate. Why? Yesterday the urge to play BJ was really strong as the moey I withdrew went into my account. Excatly what I took out was returned. How the —- I ended up evens I do not know. Someone looked kindly upon me. I know in the depths of my depravity that night I prayed to god (of my understanding) and said if I could have my money back I would never gamble again. The agreement was struck. I know if I gamble again devastation will not be far away. So I must be strong and resiliant and understand once and for all that there is no answer to any of my problems in gambling. It will only make new ones.
I am on day 2. The clock is ticking.