Excellent posts! Yea write about the urges I totally agree! Keep writing about them and share with others.
The energy here is freeing energy — the energy and drive to stop the random bets … when we guard ourselves from the pitfalls risks and triggers more and more we get stronger and stronger at making choices that protect the wonderful things we already have … slowly connection with what you already have outside gambling becomes more life like and vibrant … even the simple afternoon sun feels more pleasant.
One day at a time.