The urges will come and go. What we need to accept in our being is that we cannot gamble, it is not for us and it becomes a progressively destructive force in our lives taking us to insanity, for me destitution and suicide. That is the end destination. The likeness to having a deadly peanut allergy here, which many have mentioned is a good one, we just can’t do it, and I like to think of it like that. I don’t want gambling in my life and I pray that we all can turn it round and lead happy and fulfilled lives. Groups here and posting help a lot.
