Good morning Monica,
6 months gamble free will be a huge accomplishment. It may not have a financial reward attached to it but you have no longer been escaping into oblivion and destruction. For some reason you decided to survive. How much longer is are things going to to take to turn around? Yes I understand the sentiment about things getting better once we’ve stopped. But most of us aren’t being nearly started to death by our own society. I don’t even want to get started on society or I may completely blow a gasket. Keep applying for jobs, something is better than nothing! . I honestly don’t know what to say! We keep thinking something has to come up for you and yet still you wait. I’m hoping son has topped up your food account. I pray that you will get the inspiration or opportunity that you need. Well done on your clean time. You earned every darned day of it! Life, please give this woman a break!!!
Laura xo