Good morning Monica,
hope you are doing ok today. Weather going to warm up for you any? I’m hoping you can get out for something besides eggs and the fresh air always does a body good. Does your doc have any influence on how fast you receive counseling? Or maybe you need to see a psychiatrist. Suggesting anti depressants was likely not a wrong suggestion but where is the other part of it. I’m glad you feel past that low but being back in the same environment may recreate it. I can see your reasons for being frustrated with our higher power (if there is one sometimes i think) for not coming through with a JOB. It can be a very cruel world. Somehow I feel that isn’t the way he works. Bad things do happen to good people. Which totally sucks!!! Do what you can to help this shift. Enjoy simple pleasures. Be proud of your hard earned 9 months of gambling free time. You make a choice every day to not gamble. ((( Monica ))) Have a good afternoon.
Laura
