But if it ain’t broken why try to fix it?
You post every week on here, you have not gambled for FORTY SIX weeks. That’s brilliant I would say it’s helping you keep away from gambling. Yes we all read a lot about gambling on the threads of CG’s so we are never completely detached from gambling. In my eyes that is no bad thing, I know that for me the reminders of how pathetically I behaved and the selfish immature arrogance I repeatedly conducted myself with by allowing gambling back into my life time and time and time again, are a neccasary requirement in my recovery.
When I stop remembering the chaos my gambling brought me and those around me, that’s usually when I go wonky.
I’m not proud of the things I’ve done, but I’ll never forget them.
We nearly all come here the first time desperate for help, desperate to quit or to find an answer. Gt helped me stop, it helps me stay stopped too. It’s not a cure, but it can be a big ahelp.
I wouldn’t ponder too long JK your weekly updates as far as I can see keep you still attached in a roundabout way, which is probably keeping you away from it.