Good for you! I understand 150%. I was actually at the casino today for a work function. I did not gamble. My mind jumped back and forth. “I hate this casino” “I miss this casino” ” I can’t control my gambling” “I can control it” hahaha. If I could control it… Why would I have went through 3 one year bans? Not to mention the million and a half plus dollars. Either way I walked out feeling good. I walked out with what I walked in with and I have nothing to chase tomorrow. I know I have my work cut out for me but hey…. I made it through today. Best to you! If we put 1/8th of the energy into not gambling that we put into gambling……. I think “we got this!!!!!” You are in my thoughts and prayers! Here is to day 9!
