Going to try this again. This is my third time posting on your thread. My post keeps disappearing. It was about triggers. No clue what mine are…… happy,sad,mad, bored…. I have figured out one and it’s Money. It’s never enough. I get paid Friday as well. For the past several days my thoughts were consumed with “get 1/2 your money back from the last time than quit” “get it all back and than quit” Etc, Etc. So what if I did??? It would only eventually lead to my next nightmare. Before this slip I had close to 90 days. Every pay day I would run to the bank get cashiers checks for my bills and give the rest to my other half. (He stil has that, Thank God) It felt good to get ahead or should I say less behind. In any case I got cocky and that lead to 4800.00 in the garbage. I am going right back to what worked and ignoring the thoughts to what leads me to what does not work…… I wish the best for you, as always.
