[Coaster76]

Day 5 done and all good, no strong urge today at all , got nice weekend with family planned and fully intend to enjoy the sunshine . It’s t20 quarters next week, that’s going to be hard but I’m so determined. I know my moods and feelings go up and down, but feeling good tonight . My initial target is 1st September , that will be a whole month. Time is a healer and loss of weekend seems less painful now, but I know like before I musnt fool myself in to thinking just one £20 bet won’t hurt as it does. Wanna treat my boys tomorrow and not spend day checking phone and mood dependant on how bet is going !