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I am feeling down looking at my cards now; I have general anxiety disorder, facial skin eczema, gambling problem, most probably some colon and also liver related illness too, my bad breath is aweful and smelly.

They are affecting how I think, feel, and behave. I may have learnt to accept, and forgive myself. It was still never easy to deal with a gambling problem, mental and physical illness at the same time.

But there are still cause for celebration for me, despite all the leaks on my ship, I have sail on and progress, reaching some destinations in my life that I can never imagine possible in my rock bottom. Praise God! I cannot, God can, let God!