[Tiki456]

My Holidays haven’ been the same in over ten years. Because I made them unbearable. Escaping has been my answer but not anymore. As far as God hearing my prayers. I don’t think he has quite yet. The crying jags continue non stop at any given time. I see no happiness today but will work on it this week. I have the worst headaches for one month now and honestly don’t feel safe other then laying in the fetal position doing nothing. I know I’m not alone. I know there are hundreds of people fighting addictions all over the world but when they take you by the horns, and leave you in such a state of mind. No one knows.