Hey man,
How about getting a gambling blocker? I used betfilter myself and for a fairly low subscription fee (you can choose 1 or 2 years) all gambling related sites (but not recovery forums like this) will be blocked on your computer/laptop/phone. It helped me stay clean for 6 months right after the peak of my addiction. Again like I said confessing to someone else will help you mentally.
You sound like you make good money so all you need to do is to STOP spending it on gambling. You can easily look back after a year with decent savings and in a much better place if you stop now. You need to be patient…that is the key. No quick fixes…gambling will not save you…it will only make you go lower and lower if you continue. Change your life path today.