Geordie, Vera, Velvet and Micky thank you all for taking the time to read and post on my thread, all posts and feedback I get is always gratefully received.
Today is day 7 gamble free, I am trying to refocus on everything and also take it back yo basics, have been trying to talk and share with my wife and although she knows I have a problem her opinion at this time is “its my problem and I need to sort it” and I accept that because its right but just wanted her to know about the support that is available for her also, anyway will keep trying.
I owe a small fortune (again) to people you dont want to be oweing and it has been playing on my mind daily and nightly also causing me sleepless nights but I am afraid I only have myself to blame so I just need to live with it and sort it asap, I have a few jobs on the side this week so been working flat out at work and then been trying to squeeze a few other things in between, God only knows the places gambling takes us and the lengths it makes us go, the only way I can really explain it is like being possesed! As I wouldnt have done 99% of the stuff I did when I gambled.
Have to stop as in my works car park and have to start at 8am, just wanted to say thank you to the gambling therapy community and wish you all well, take care and hope you all can have a good day.
Maverick