Good morning folks,
I have a big week coming up next week, I am relocating my mum to a new nursing home. To say im stressed about it is an understatement. To top that off I feel my sister has handed over the reins to me, theres something going on there that I cant put my finger on but its unnerving and upsetting. She is very hot and cold with me at the moment and I have no idea why……im trying to wrap my head around the idea that it is her problem, not mine. That it is her, not me. So, I feel quite alone in all of this and am probably being over sensitive where she is concerned, I tend to take everything the wrong way (or I think its the wrong way, maybe its exactly as she is saying it). She was my rock through all of this, the one I could depend on. Something has changed. Its almost like she has decided she is not going to be involved. Thank God I have Jode, she is the only one I can talk to about all of this. So I am taking next week off, I need to go and buy furniture for mums room, set it all up, get some personal items down there and then go get mum next Wednesday. Jode is coming with me for support. To be honest, im scared. I don’t want to upset my mother, in truth, she will forget. But I wont. Im hoping it all goes very smoothly. So, theres my little rant for the morning, im at work and must go, we are pretty busy today. Thanks for listening, I think im babbling a bit, im having trouble getting my head around all these thoughts that are spinning around in there. I haven’t gambled, im aware of the stress I am under and im staying alert.
Take care my lovely ones,
Kathryn xxxxx
