Gambling is a progressive disease Wizefox. Every time we go back after a break, the problem escalates faster and more seriously until the damage seems irreparable.
I know what you mean when you say gambling makes you ill. It has wrecked my health as well as my finances. The stress and anxiety created by gambling wears off in time but it can have long term effects.
Do you need to see your GP and maybe take some time off work until your head clears?
It seems as if you are in shock right now but things will improve. Don’t lose hope!
