[trinitysky]

Going to my first g.a. meeting tonight. A little apprehensive about it all but I know I need to go, and I will.
I go tomorrow to get fingerprinted for my background check… really nervous about that. I’m afraid my arrest will show up and the humiliation that will follow being told I can’t have the job. Some how I have got to find the strength to push forward and to stop letting these negative thoughts creep in.
I am more determined than ever to come out of all of this stronger, smarter and more successful but it’s proving to be an incredible challenge. I have desperately been searching for someone who has been in the same situation… to no avail of course.